I don’t even know what to say today. I’m so frustrated and upset and I don’t know how to talk about it.
I should probably go study for my Sociology exam tomorrow. I’m really not worried about it. I pay attention in class, I take notes, and I read the chapters. I’m sure I’ll do fine.
I had Pointe class today. In the Saga of Pointe Shoes, I got my new ones in the mail last Friday. These ones fit awesome. I was lazy all weekend and didn’t sew the ribbons, so I was sitting on my couch sewing like mad at 5:35, and pointe class starts at 5:45. But I got it done, and wore them all class, and they felt better brand new and not broken in than any other pair I’ve worn yet. That is promising. I also have to be easier on myself. I’ve only taken about 8 pointe classes. I can’t expect to be as good as the girls that have been doing it for years. I want to, but I can’t expect to. I think I’m doing ok.
On the topic of food. I bought lots of food, to make sure I’d have enough energy with my busy schedule. Then I started eating lots of food, and put on five pounds. What is funny is that I typoed that, and wrote that I had put on five points. I guess pounds are a way of keeping score, really. Except, the more points you have, the more you are losing. I’m good at winning.
Brain powering down.