There’s an issue that bothers me quite a bit. I guess a lot has bothered me lately, but this is more of a self-issue.
I have gained 3 pounds. Why is it that when I gain some insignifigant amount of weight, I immediately go on attack mode, and lose more than I gained? It’s not like the weight I am is terribly high, and even after gaining 3 pounds, it is still a good weight.
Still, my mind has already decided to cut back on the amount I eat. I’ve already decided that I’d rather be skinny than healthy. This is a problem. Thankfully, dance makes me want to be stronger. I can’t be strong if I don’t eat. As long as I keep wanting to be the best I can be in dance, I’m pretty ok. We’ll see how this goes.