It’s been a couple of days since I’ve posted, so I’m filling in now.
It’s 11:00 am, and I’m at school. I’m tired, I was late for class, and I got 80% on a test today. I don’t think things could possibly go worse, but we’ll just wait and see. I have an interview today at 3:00 that I wont be able to make it in time for, so I have to call the guy and see if we can move it to 4:00. I’m starving, and even though I know that I want to lose weight, all I want to eat right now is McDonalds.
I’m not going to though. When I get home, I might try to stop at Hyvee and pick up some bread, milk, and the stuff to make another carrot cake. I owe Kristin one, because Justin and I ate the whole first one. Whatever. I’m too tired to care right now.
The dance recital is in two weeks. Even though some of the dances look really good, I wish we had another month to perfect them. I wish I had another month to perfect myself. There’s the whole weight thing, too.
I’m just really frustrated and upset and trying not to bitch and moan too hard. I want to pass my classes, I want to do well in the recital, and I want to be the weight I used to be. All in 2 weeks.
I’ll start working on my weight in Canada. That’s about all I can do.
120-something. Up. Probably.