I went to a dinner tonight with all of my classmates from school. I actually ended up having a really good time. Everyone gets along really well, and they’re all good people. I was really glad that Justin came with me. I think he had a good time too.
I don’t know if I’ve updated anything about weight since I was heavier. I don’t really want to post what it is now because I don’t know who reads this. I’m glad I am where I am, but I think it’s time to stop. I hope telling myself that, writing it down will help. I hope that I’m able to keep myself good while I’m alone in Arkansas. I honestly think it will be nice not having to have other people worried about what I eat all the time, because it honestly doesn’t make one bit of difference either way. When people worry, I eat when I want to. When people don’t worry, I eat when I want to.
I think I’ll probably use this as an outlet quite a lot while I’m away. I’m going to be alone, and most likely lonely, so I will need somewhere to spread all of my thoughts.
Here are my thoughts right now:
I have to pack for Arkansas.
I have to buy a birthday gift for Mike.
I have to get a Christmas Gift for my family’s Christmas party.
I have to study for my heart test on Monday.
I have to study for my finals next week.
I only have one week of classes left.
I fly home on Thursday.
That’s a lot to fit in one little brain.