I can’t even begin to tell you how mad I am. I don’t bring it up because I’m too angry to get into it, and I would be too angry to let it go.
To make matters worse, I am insanely jealous right now. And I do actually believe he would cover things up because he knows it would upset me.
I don’t even know what to think right now. I’m so mad I want to cry and scream and hit things.
I don’t think I’ve ever been this mad, and yet I wont bring it up. I don’t know what to do anymore.
Things are better. I am letting lonliness and emotions get the best of me, and I shouldn’t do that. It’s time for work. Maybe today will be a nice day.