I didn’t sleep lastnight. Not at all. I finally fell off at 5 am, and then my alarm went off at 6:15. So I called my boss and said I was taking a half day off. She called me back and said to just take the whole day off, and take care of myself.
The lack of sleep is killing me. I can’t help but feel like things would be easier if I were sleeping. I can’t help but feel like I would be sleeping if things were easier.
I gave myself a nosebleed lastnight. I didn’t know that was possible, but I guess it is. You can cry hard enough to damage something, and create a nosebleed. It scared me out of crying, I guess, so maybe that was the point.
Tonight I’m going to go to ballet, and then to volleyball. I’m going to try to work really hard, and get really tried, and then come home and sleep. That’s what I’m hoping for, anyways.