If I give myself a minute to sit here and think of all the things I have left to do before the wedding (which is in 32 days, mind you) I feel like my head is going to explode.
How am I supposed to remember it all, get it all done? How am I supposed to make everyone happy? How do I choose between what I want, and what I’m supposed to do?
- Book hairdresser for me and girls.
- Pick out gifts for my girls.
- Clean guest rooms, get “guest” ready.
- Finish and print programs, maps.
- Book hotel rooms for guests.
- Pick music for ceremony.
- Make up? Do my own?
- Pack for honeymoon.
- Pay for… everything.
Oh yeah, can’t forget!
- Start new job…
It’s all a little stressful, and scary. Ok, a lot stressful and scary. I think the hardest part right now is knowing that this close to the big day, I’m starting a new job. New people, new places, new responsibilities… no old support group. I’m going to miss them a lot, and have no one I know and trust at work to talk about it.
I will keep in touch, I’m sure. It will just be tough. Am I up to the challenge ahead? Sure… why not.