So frustrated… so unable to cope with this.
I know hormones are the first thing people attribute wild emotions to. It could very well be hormones.
I have been contracting for days. Last night, from nearly 7pm until around 2 am, I had contractions every five minutes or so. They lasted a minute or longer. And yet – nothing.
Everyone gets tired at the end. Everyone wants the baby out at the end. It’s frustration, and disappointment, and exhaustion. I hate showing up at work every morning and having everyone ask me, “Still no baby?!”
WOULD I BE HERE IF I HAD THE BABY?!
I’m not good at this. I’m not a good pregnant person. I want to meet him, and hold him, and be his mom. I am ready for that. I don’t want to do THIS any more.
I’m gonna share more belly pics. Just cause I can.