I hate today.

I don’t really know why.  Days like today are the worst.  I had to stay up all night and work Sunday night, so I slept Monday.  I only got 4.5 hours of sleep, and then stayed up the rest of the day so I could SLEEP last night.  Brock and I stayed up late enough that I wouldn’t just get a few hours nap and then be wide awake, and went to bed around midnight.

Ronan woke up at 1, and 1:30, and 2, and 3, and 3:30… so much for sleep.  From 3:30 until 6 this morning, I was wide awake.  I guess I should have written a blog then.  So, for the second day in a row, I’m going on next to no sleep.

My house is a disaster, as it always seems to become when I have to work Wednesdays.  I never seem to get the energy or the drive to do something about it.  My dishes need to be done, we haven’t gone grocery shopping in a few weeks so there’s nothing to eat in the house, and I need to do laundry again.

Look at me sit here and bitch about my life.  Seriously, Mandy?  Seriously??

I need to get off my butt, take a shower, pick up the floor, and get moving.  What is stopping me?  Me.  Nothing else.

That boy is having a nap, and I’m going to take advantage of it, and get going.  Watch me.  I don’t need to hate today, I need to live it.

What do you do to motivate yourself to do the things you just don’t feel like doing?