Monday Is The Day…

…that I do nothing.

Really, nothing.

I just took nearly an hour to eat my lunch.  I read through my RSS feeder.  I chased Ronan around the room.

I  finally put on Cars for Ronan, and relaxed a little.

The part where they ‘tip cows’ is on, and it scares the crap out of him.  I end up skipping to the next chapter to preserve his sanity.  He really doesn’t like it.

Poor guy.

Anyways.

I should be doing laundry, and probably the dishes.  I could afford to shower, and also to get dressed in real clothes.  It probably wouldn’t hurt to pick up the toys in the living room.

But I don’t wanna.  I just want to sit here, and text my friends, and read some blogs, and feel sorry for myself.

It’s my Monday, and I’ll wallow in self pity and exhaustion if I want to.

Oh, and play with my Hipstamatic Camera App.

Hating Today.

I hate today.

I don’t really know why.  Days like today are the worst.  I had to stay up all night and work Sunday night, so I slept Monday.  I only got 4.5 hours of sleep, and then stayed up the rest of the day so I could SLEEP last night.  Brock and I stayed up late enough that I wouldn’t just get a few hours nap and then be wide awake, and went to bed around midnight.

Ronan woke up at 1, and 1:30, and 2, and 3, and 3:30… so much for sleep.  From 3:30 until 6 this morning, I was wide awake.  I guess I should have written a blog then.  So, for the second day in a row, I’m going on next to no sleep.

My house is a disaster, as it always seems to become when I have to work Wednesdays.  I never seem to get the energy or the drive to do something about it.  My dishes need to be done, we haven’t gone grocery shopping in a few weeks so there’s nothing to eat in the house, and I need to do laundry again.

Look at me sit here and bitch about my life.  Seriously, Mandy?  Seriously??

I need to get off my butt, take a shower, pick up the floor, and get moving.  What is stopping me?  Me.  Nothing else.

That boy is having a nap, and I’m going to take advantage of it, and get going.  Watch me.  I don’t need to hate today, I need to live it.


What do you do to motivate yourself to do the things you just don’t feel like doing?