I don’t even know what to say today.  I’m so frustrated and upset and I don’t know how to talk about it.

I should probably go study for my Sociology exam tomorrow.  I’m really not worried about it.  I pay attention in class, I take notes, and I read the chapters.  I’m sure I’ll do fine. 

 

I had Pointe class today.  In the Saga of Pointe Shoes, I got my new ones in the mail last Friday.  These ones fit awesome.  I was lazy all weekend and didn’t sew the ribbons, so I was sitting on my couch sewing like mad at 5:35, and pointe class starts at 5:45.  But I got it done, and wore them all class, and they felt better brand new and not broken in than any other pair I’ve worn yet.  That is promising.  I also have to be easier on myself.  I’ve only taken about 8 pointe classes.  I can’t expect to be as good as the girls that have been doing it for years.  I want to, but I can’t expect to.  I think I’m doing ok.

On the topic of food.  I bought lots of food, to make sure I’d have enough energy with my busy schedule.  Then I started eating lots of food, and put on five pounds.  What is funny is that I typoed that, and wrote that I had put on five points.  I guess pounds are a way of keeping score, really.  Except, the more points you have, the more you are losing.  I’m good at winning.

Brain powering down.