There’s an issue that bothers me quite a bit.  I guess a lot has bothered me lately, but this is more of a self-issue.

 

I have gained 3 pounds.  Why is it that when I gain some insignifigant amount of weight, I immediately go on attack mode, and lose more than I gained?  It’s not like the weight I am is terribly high, and even after gaining 3 pounds, it is still a good weight. 

Still, my  mind has already decided to cut back on the amount I eat.  I’ve already decided that I’d rather be skinny than healthy.  This is a problem.  Thankfully, dance makes me want to be stronger.  I can’t be strong if I don’t eat.  As long as I keep wanting to be the best I can be in dance, I’m pretty ok.  We’ll see how this goes.