It’s been a couple of days since I’ve posted, so I’m filling in now.

 

It’s 11:00 am, and I’m at school.  I’m tired, I was late for class, and I got 80% on a test today.  I don’t think things could possibly go worse, but we’ll just wait and see.  I have an interview today at 3:00 that I wont be able to make it in time for, so I have to call the guy and see if we can move it to 4:00.  I’m starving, and even though I know that I want to lose weight, all I want to eat right now is McDonalds.

I’m not going to though.  When I get home, I might try to stop at Hyvee and pick up some bread, milk, and the stuff to make another carrot cake.  I owe Kristin one, because Justin and I ate the whole first one.  Whatever.  I’m too tired to care right now.

 

The dance recital is in two weeks.  Even though some of the dances look really good, I wish we had another month to perfect them.  I wish I had another month to perfect myself.  There’s the whole weight thing, too. 

I’m just really frustrated and upset and trying not to bitch and moan too hard.  I want to pass my classes, I want to do well in the recital, and I want to be the weight I used to be.  All in 2 weeks. 

I’ll start working on my weight in Canada.  That’s about all I can do.

 

120-something.  Up.  Probably.