So, tonight I had my first shift a Vision World.

Hrm.

I can honestly say that I don’t really like working there, and I don’t think I’m going to like working there.  Basically, I had only planned on working until August (not that I told them that.)  I have found out today that there is so much to learn there, that they don’t expect you to know what you’re doing and be comfortable for up to six months.  That means, the whole three months that I’m working there I’m going to be in training.  I am also feeling guilty that they’ve hired me and put this much effort in to me not knowing that I’m leaving in August.  I can’t help but feel like I’d be better off not working there at all, and letting them hire someone that is going to work out better.

I told Justin all of this, and he just said, “You can do it!” in a sort of teasing voice.  I know that he wants me to work there, but it hurts my feelings that he doesn’t seem to care that I don’t like it.  I wouldn’t mind working ten or fifteen hours a week at Claire’s and being able to help Justin and Taylor out when they need it.  I also wouldn’t mind looking at other jobs – hospital jobs or at my gym. 

I don’t know what to do.  I really just don’t want to work there.  ><