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October 1, 2005

Lastnight was such a blast!


 


Gamers is officially open for business!  (www.gamerssd.com)


We had our first lock-in lastnight.  From 10pm to 7am, non-stop gaming.  I only stayed until 3:30 because I had to get up this morning and go open the store.  That’s fine with me, I still had a blast.


All of the guys that come into the store seem to be really great.  I can’t wait until we start marketing.  I think this thing is going to explode, and I want to be here when it happens. 


 


News on clinicals:  Looks like I might be going to Fargo with my friend Katie.  The plusses?  I’ll be with Katie, we wont have to pay rent because we’re going to stay in her parent’s lake house, I’ll only be 3-4 hours away from home, and I can come visit whenever I really feel like it. 


The minuses?   It’s Fargo.


 


I would like to write a whole post dedicated to John, but I know it will just make me cry.  My biggest fear is not that something will happen to him, because I have enough faith in him and in his ability to know he’ll get home safe.  My fear is that, in the unbelieveable event that something does happen, Justin and I wont find out.  There’s really no chain of communication, nor any reason for anyone to think of us…  it will be hard not to know.


John, if you read this:  I don’t feel like Lav is going away.  I don’t even feel like a friend is going away.  I feel like my brother is going away, and it hurts so much.  You keep telling me not to worry, not to cry, not to fear, and I wont…just because you said I shouldn’t.  But I can promise we will be thinking about you every single day, and I hope that comforts you.  Come home.


No tears.

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