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December 7, 2005

Crap in a bucket.


 


 


It is Wednesday night.  That means an Ironfire raid, from around 6:00 to nearly 12.  That’s what it takes us.  I usually really enjoy going.


Do I want to go tonight?  Really, no.  I don’t know what I did, or if someone /else/ pissed them off, but most of the people that I go to the core with are either not speaking to me, or speaking to me rudely.  I hate having that feeling all the time like, “Are you mad at me?”  I don’t want to be that guy that constantly thinks they pissed someone else off…hopefully I haven’t actually…but the idea of spending the next six hours with people that I’m going to be touchy about all night is not promising.  I will take comments the wrong way, and probably be offended at nothing.


 


That is, unless of course, they are actually upset at me.  In which case, I need to man up and just ask what the hell is wrong, what did I do, and how can I make you stop making /me/ feel like an asshole.


 


Sorry, I tried to go to whole post without swearing, but there it is.  I’ll give it the first 20 minutes before the raid, but I’m not going to go if it’s going to be pain all night.


 


Nap time now. 

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