Stress….. ugh.

If I give myself a minute to sit here and think of all the things I have left to do before the wedding (which is in 32 days, mind you) I feel like my head is going to explode.

How am I supposed to remember it all, get it all done?   How am I supposed to make everyone happy?  How do I choose between what I want, and what I’m supposed to do? 

A list:

• Book hairdresser for me and girls.
• Pick out gifts for my girls.
• Clean guest rooms, get “guest” ready.
• Finish and print programs, maps.
• Book hotel rooms for guests.
• Pick music for ceremony.
• Shoes?
• Make up?  Do my own? 
• Pack for honeymoon.
• Pay for… everything.

Oh yeah, can’t forget!

• Start new job…

It’s all a little stressful, and scary.  Ok, a lot stressful and scary.  I think the hardest part right now is knowing that this close to the big day, I’m starting a new job.  New people, new places, new responsibilities… no old support group.  I’m going to miss them a lot, and have no one I know and trust at work to talk about it. 

I will keep in touch, I’m sure.  It will just be tough.  Am I up to the challenge ahead?  Sure… why not.