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I am.

May 18, 2010

I am sitting in my pajamas on the couch.

I am trying to pacify my son with snacks.

I am listening to Coheed and Cambria on Pandora radio.

I am regretting staying up too late last night.

I am not regretting why.

I am sick of doing the dishes.

I am excited about going to the beach this weekend.

I am not thrilled about the amount I have to work in the next 5 days for a weekend off.

I am tired, and considering a coffee.

I am in a rut.

I am missing my mom and dad.

I am at my wits end with my child… and then I find more wit.

I am in love with my husband.

I am enjoying reading again, just because I want to read.

I am thankful for sweet moments with my Ronan.

I am trying not to be jealous of all the happily pregnant women in my life.

I am simply being happy for them instead.

I am hopeful for the future.

I am conflicting emotions.

Today, it is enough just to be.

Today, I am.

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