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Tears.

November 9, 2010

The Red Dress Club had a photo prompt this week.

When I looked at the photo titled “Resigned“, I didn’t think about how creative I could be… all I could think about was the number of times I’ve cried lately.

Just last night, I cried when I put Ronan to bed and he was coughing so hard he was gasping.  I cried because I couldn’t do anything for him, and it was killing me.

I cried when I watched this season’s premier of House.

I cried yesterday afternoon when I watched Toy Story 3 for the first time.

I cried this weekend when I scanned a patient that was having a miscarriage after she had just lost her 11 day old daughter to an infection she acquired while she was in the hospital.  I cried and cried and cried.

This morning, someone I care about got some very good news, and I spent a few minutes wiping away happy tears.

I know I’m hormonal, and things just seem to make me so much more emotional than they usually do, but I don’t mind.

It feels good to cry.

Also, I will be posting some pictures shortly.  It’s been a while!

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